Uuh… it’s hard to explain, it’s a burden that just appears out of nowhere and fucks you up for days. Ignoring it is not easy. It takes over you and even tends to distort your perception of reality turning it into a living nightmare. It’s awful and terrifying.
if cas ever met us he would be so confused. like he would smite someone and we would be like AWWWW LOOK AT U BABBU. LIL WARRIOR ANGEL COME HERe U PRECIOUS LIL THING U.
he would completely fuck shit up and we would be like ITS OKAY BABBU SHH. COME HERE LET ME SQUISH U AND KISS U YOURE SO PRECIOUS. DID U KNOW THAT. SWEET ANGEL BABY. YOU BROKE THE WORLD? aWW ITS OK COME HAVE SOME HOT COCO.